Why?

Why it's so difficult to voice out wat exactly ur hearts wants?

Why does you need to head down everytime, even wen you noe it's not right?

I am afraid that I may just regret what I did may be or may not be the correct path I choose.

When will there be a right time for me to say my wants and my needs? I hope it will not be too late by then if the time really allows me to, however would you care about my feelings?

Do you think I am being selfish?

Missing someone dear in my life is dreadfull for me to go thru.