<bgsound src="http://mediamax.com/fiqah03/Hosted/Wonderful.mp3" loop="infinite"> :: MY LIFE FEELS SO COMPLETE ::

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

:: Looking Forward ::

yeah i am feeling much more better . . . .

I am looking foward this saturday as the whole family gonna be out celebrating Ariel's 1month birthday ... hehehe

We will be going to Sembawang eating "SATAY" . . . at be shopping @ the Sembawang Shopping Centre.

SATAY here i come .... Freedom at last ...

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Monday, January 29, 2007

Post Natal Depression :(

Since Ariel was brought out to this world, to be my son. I suffered a breakdown TWICE . I was so stressed up handling both of my kids. Yes, both my soul, my heart, my life. I thank GOD for letting hubi & I to have them into our life.

But with Ariel's crying to cope with and Syafiqah is getting more & more stuborn. Even hubi who was very much more patient with her usually cannot take it anymore. Futhermore, Syafiqah hav been "weeing" for 2nights @ our bed without waking me up to bring her to toilet as she does usually.

As early as 4am this morning, even hubi breakdown in handling both of our kids INCLUDING me :) Worst still as a man in the family, his responsiblity is much more heavy to cope with. I feel so bad and sorry looking at him this morning as he was peace off w the incident tat happens.

I noe that he was angry w himself cause he still kiss me and kids good bye b4 went off to werk slighty earlier then usual as he is unable to get back to sleep aft being woken up by our kids and at the same time trying to accommodate me.

Later, I could sense that hubi was remorseful on how he reacted this morning as he called home so far 3times during the day only just to ask the same questions

"How am I?",

"Dah makan?",

"Wat r the kids doing?",

"Wat am I doing?"

SMS to my Hubi later :

I am so sorry pasal tadi pagi, you kena tahan dgn karenah anak2 kita .. mana lagik nak layan dgn perangai I. I tahu u tak cukup tidur then nak kena go werk lak pas tu. Wanna say thks 4 all the assist all this while if takde u I rasa I akan melalak hari2 agaknya. Love you & take care. C U besok.

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Thursday, January 25, 2007

:: confused + migrain ::

For the past few days ... Migrain have been attacking me. Left and then to the right side. I try not to take my usual pills as I am breast feeding Ariel Syakir. But sorry my son, mummy could not take it anymore.

Syafiqah's birthday will be coming soon. Infact exactly on CNY (18 Feb) nice timing isn't it. This will be her 4th Birthday. I planned to have Ariel Syakir's cutting hair ceremony (Cukur rambut lah..) and Syafiqah 4th birthday cum doa selamat together during CNY.

According to hubi,Ariel event is too soon. He said to delay it till end Feb or early Mar but then Syafiqah's birthday will be delay for quite some time back too or shall I make both event seperately?

Dear Bloggers, frens, whoever browsing thru my blog, need ur assist as migrain is attacking me now again.

Shall the event be :

1) Done seperately

2) Syafiqah's birthday be delay & to be held together w Ariel

How long can a belated birthday celebration be?

I seriously need ur help !! Muaks !!

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Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Missing my :: BIGMAN ::

Did anyone see my :: BIG MAN :: ??

Tell him I miss him ...

Since I give birth to my little man, my big man was on paternity leave and added his own annual leave for about 2wks over.

Today, his leave have ended and off he goes to work. . . Mummy got to handle both our little lady and little man at home.

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Monday, January 22, 2007

Surrounding Loves

Welcome to my new layout...

Infact this look so plain isn't it?

Reason is because I'm damn bored to kills time so decided to change the layout.

Now Baby Ariel, will only wake up for milk (*wake up* meaning *wails loudly* like nobody business). Elder sista have been complaining,unable to sleep as Ariel cry so loud especially when everyone is into a deep sleep. Hehehe ... Poor Syafiqah!

If not crying, Ariel will just sleep. His sleep will last around 4-5hrs before waking up for milk.

Daddy and Syafiqah have been "molesting" Ariel's cheek & nose while Ariel is into deep sleep.

Daddy and Syafiqah however will try their very best to wake Ariel up from sleep but when Ariel start to cry, my bigman will excuse himself to smoke,eat,drink or even "pang sai" while sista will disappear out of sight to see her Hi-5 or Fun Song Factory VCD at the hall.

Well, poor Mummy got to handle Ariel.

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Thursday, January 18, 2007

When my Kids fast asleep

Something wanna share with everyone....

Mummy loves this peace ... when both her kids are fast asleep ...

Free from Ariel Syakir Crying and Free from Syafiqah Questions & Answer.

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Free from Jaundice

Yesterday, went for Ariel Syakir's peditrician appt for his Jaundice. His last week blood test shown Jaundice level was fine. Have thou but not much. Been sun-tening him as long morning sun shown up.

His review yesterday, Ms Doc said he is FREE from Jaundice.

After seeing the Doc, Ariel, Hubi and I went to fetch Syafiqah from school. She was shock to see us and the classroom window. She got no idea that we all will be fetching her from school.

From her school, we all walk back home under the HOT sun but luckily it was windy. We walk along the Pasir Ris Fishing Pond. I feel so happy as at last I could feel a slight freedom. Stealing a few hrs of my confinement with a reason of going to bring Ariel to the doc and fetching Syafiqah frm school.

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Sunday, January 14, 2007

PANTANG/CONFINEMENT PERIOD !!

I could not wait for 1mth of my confinement period to end. Or was it 40days or 44days ??

Watever it is ... as like my 1st labour I "pantang" only for 1mth. Can go crazy stay at home for 1mth u know !! Cannot go shopping or eat outside. I could only breath the air outside from my bedroom window.

I could not wait patiently to push my baby in a stroller at least to Whitesand which is just a walking distance. My naughty hubby ask me to walk-walk with him at whitesand shopping mall 2days ago. He must be crazy .... wait his mum-in-law nags at him then he noe.

Well, my little Ariel Syakir, mummy is trying to be patient to bring you out. Naughty daddy is trying hard enough to make mummy tempted.

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Friday, January 12, 2007

Mohd Ariel Syakir at 1week old !!

My Prince today at 1 week old .....

How Miss Princess & Mr Prince celebrating it .....

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Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Hiya!! Welcoming Mohd Ariel Syakir

Hi there,

Yes I am back with my little boy.

Here representing to you, Mohd Ariel Syakir. Born on 5 Jan 2007 at 2022hrs. Weighing : 3.136kg

Firstly, I would like to say thousand thanks to all those wishes from everyone who sms me, email me, call me, msn me or in watever ways.

It was a very tough labour, admitted since 5.30am and only delivered at 8.22pm. My severe contraction start only after 1plus PM and later was transfered to labour ward from a normal ward.

My expection was wrong for my 2nd delivery. I thought that for 2nd delivery would be much much better and easier but tell u the truth its all "BULLSHIT"

Well here I would like to share a few of those moments

For more pictures you may wanna view at my Favouroute Links --> Photos of Manissah Shall update as soon as I able too... Chows!

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Tuesday, January 02, 2007

Happy New Year ... Where are you, my son?

Wishing everyone Happy New Year. I wish that 2007 will be a good year for everyone life, for this world and of course for my family and me.

Yes, still at home waiting for Labour Pain.

Yes, tomorrow 3 Jan 07 is my EDD.

Yes, I am dead bored waiting and keep on waiting for my darling little son in me.

But no worries my son, probably tomorrow or even probably tonight, but hubi is on shift today.

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