After 7days Nurul's temp manage to be good 
Even tho her tonsils are still swollen ... but at least her fever has subside, there is nothing I could ask for more.
That weekend was my dad 100days prayers after his passing away. It was held at my home and worst still I was sent to a day course. Haiz~ wat a timing to go for a course 
Well lucky, the prayers was on Fri night@8pm (080808) No special guest just a family affair on my side and of course hubi side.
On Sat (National Day), nurul fever willing to co-operate with us and everyone went to visit dad's grave in the morning. Wen we reached, 2 burials were held at that point of time and looking at the all those spaces which used to be emtpy have been filled up with burial.
Each time, my visit to my dad's grave makes me realised how time flies and infact how much time left for me given by Allah?
When talking about time, all Muslim are left with about 2weeks to Ramadhan. I am excited when Ramadhan is about to come. But I am not looking forward for Syawal cause this year gonna be a solemn Syawal for my entire family.
And again talking about time, by the time Syawal is over. Time left for me to stay with my mum will not be long. I will start to be independent, moving to my own home with just me, hubi, kids and of course bibik.
My bro's family will shift in and stay with my mum. How I wish if mum wanna stay with me? But I don't think so she would want ... cause this house leave lots of memories of my late dad.
If you would to ask me, how I wish if time could move slower then usual cause mentally I am not prepared to leave my mum. AAAaaarrrghhhh ... thinking of this moments I felt wanna cry out loud. Only IF I would to know my dad is leaving us, I would not even think of buying a house. But of course "ONLY IF"
My only last wish is for my mum to keep this house cause this house leaves lots of memories of my dad. Knowing my dad, he would loves and treasures all his belongings and wanna keep them fresh in our hearts. I won't forget his jokes, his peeps, his sarcastic words, his anger.
And lastly I miss looking at him entertaining my kids cause both Nurul and Ariel grow right infront of his eyes. They are so attached to him. Countless number of times I would remind Nurul not to forget atuk cause atuk adore nurul very much and Nurul is very lucky to get atuk xtra attention from the rest of his grandchildren.
Gosh !!! I better stop before I wet my whole pyjamas 
Since we only got abt 2wks before we start fasting, the 2 weekends are filled with programs such as outing for the Kids as a replacement during a wk school holidays during fasting mth and the 2 weekends will be probably having a feast and try to get watever we are craving for, such as pizza hut, sweensen, etc
Tomorrow hubi intentions to bring kids down to downtown east to the ExplorerKid and Pizza for dinner.
Wishing all my frens, have a great weekend and to all muslim fren, Salam Nisfu Syaaban. Semoga amalan kita akan diterima dan diberkati Allah S.W.T. Inshaallah.